You're always so perceptive about everyone but yourself.
” —————- Abbadelicious. “
” ————— Abbadamnfine.”
I’m stuck downstairs babysitting the pup and all my other project files are on my desktop upstairs, so I mucked around with this to entertain myself.
#supernatural is an eight-season long exercise in raising my hopes impossibly high and then shattering them on the concrete #”here is a really fascinating character—an archangel #one of the original four who got so tired of the fighting that he turned tail and ran; hiding in the skin of a pagan god #a trickster enacting a warped version of his father’s justice on the cruel and the petty; playing at human pleasures but rejecting all else #and when his brothers’ vessels come around he can’t help interfering—though he cannot decide whether he wants to save them #or prepare them for their fate or even hasten its arrival #because that was always the problem—he was never good at taking sides and he was never enough to reconcile them #”don’t you ever ever presume to know what I am”—as though he knows #all the faces he’s worn; all the parts he’s played and all the roots he’s ripped up—how could he know? #and we could have explored that; delved into the psyche of an angel who—unlike Cas—was there #who knew Michael and Lucifer intimately; who knew GOD #but still had that fault line running through him; this very human cowardice and uncertainty #BUT THEN OF COURSE THEY KILLED HIM OFF THE NEXT TIME WE SAW HIM BECAUSE WTH IS CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT #ahaha supernatural #you’re the worst #supernatural (x)